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04 October 2006

INSENSITIVE vs SENSITIVE

Life is full of suprises. Love is one of them. It's unpredictable and complicated. Unpredictable, in a good sense that both souls are happy and every moment is spontaneous and is something to look forward to. Complicated, for everyday of a relationship is a challenge. A fight is like a drug that we need to swallow.


" WALANG ISANG SALITA.
LAGING MAY EXCUSES.
LAGI NA LANG BUKAS.
LAGING MAY EXTENSION.
NAKAKAWALANG GANA NA. "

Upon hearing these words, tears fell from my eyes. My heart was in piercing pain. My ears bleeding. My hand shaking. My voice cracking. Truth hurts - cliche, but it works. 'Sorry' is all I can say to you. I have no more excuses for my stupidity. I'm sorry.


" BINABALI-WALA LANG LAHAT
NG MGA SINABI MO. WALA RIN NAMAN
SIYANG GINAGAWANG PARAAN. "

Promises broken. He's tired. I'm wasted. He's disappointed. I was guilty. He's upset. I'm doomed. I'm sorry.


" PAHINGA LANG KAILANGAN NATIN.
PAGOD NA RIN AKO EH. GUSTO KO NA
RING MAGPAHINGA. PARA MAISIP KO
NAMAN SARILI KO. "

Here I am again. Nothing was changed. Still self-centered. Insensitive. Crybaby. Afraid. It was hard to keep up in expectations. It was hard to accept the truth. It was hard to swallow my pride. I'm sorry.

FOR YOU: I'm sorry if I can't keep up with your expectations. I'm sorry if I chicken out several times. Sorry for being insensitive. Sorry for being self-centered. Sorry if I cried. Sorry for what I have done. This is my last chance to prove my worth to you. I know that you're tired of hearing this, but I still want to change. I still want to make you happy.

Don't give up on me. Don't walk out on me. We can still do this.


CAMERA: Sony DCS-P12 Digital Camera

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

don't say sorry anymore.
i will not walk away.
i will not give up.
i know we can still do this whatever it takes..
im so sorry for saying those words.
sorry too..i didn't mean to hurt you.
promise..i'll be at your side always..will never leave you alone.
you're the one who always make me happy.
you're the one who made my life colorful.
you're the one who completes me.
iloveyousomuch.

5.10.06  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Whenever I am around you, nothing else matters
Whenever I see you a warm, cozy feeling falls upon me
Whenever you say something sweet, I am stunned and don't know how to reply
Whenever I'm sad, you always seem to brighten my day
Whenever you give me that one certain look, I feel like I'm melting inside
Whenever you hold me in your arms, I forget where I'm supposed to be and what I need to do
Whenever I need comfort and protection you are always there, it's like you can read my mind
Whenever you need me, I hope you know I will be there because without you it's hard to tell how my life would be

5.10.06  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i love you.

15.4.09  

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